So today, I had to make the decision and put my cat down. She had hyperthyroidism and started not eating in which made her very weak. For some reason, I can't stop crying. For me to deal with the passing of a family member is easier than the passing of my cat. I had to tell family members their love one is dying and no emotion on my part. Thinking to myself, when we know its the end of life and the family can't make a decision, we automatically think they are uneducated. This was by far the biggest decision I had to make in my lifetime. The sorrow and guilt won't surpass. Why is it animals are harder to forget? Has anyone else ever felt this way?