Thank you for thinking of me Kolohe- I've been meaning to update, for some reason I can log on the other site from my phone but not this one, so now that I've bought a computer (yay for small victories:yeah:) I can update.
I am doing much better. I sincerely believe that in regards to my divorce, my darkest days are behind me. I was not able to start pre-reqs as yet since I needed to move out of state temporarily and stay with family while saving up for a car. So classes are on hold until summer or fall, a bit disappointing but I can deal with it.:up:
I am truly working on being happy and content even with the little I have. I know love will come along again in the future- I'm working on being a great mom and a great woman. I have not been back on any anti-depressants, hopefully I can keep that going. My health insurance will end sometime next year, I just hope I won't need any meds after that time.
I know others have asked upthread, so I'll mention that I did file and receive child support AND spousal support for a year, so that can be a nest egg for me. I am truly blessed, even in the midst of this struggle.
So to anyone who is struggling, you can do it. I went to bed every night, woke up every morning even when I had neither the strength nor the desire I'm ashamed to admit. Either way, I did it. Also it is important to do more than just exist. Try to find something, anything you enjoy and hold onto it. People come and go- we have ourselves as long as we are breathing, try to find some comfort in that. Also reach out to others online if there is no one in your life you feel you can speak to...it certainly can help.
Thank to all my nurses and future nurse friends who have lent their ears/eyes lol. You are truly appreciated.:heartbeat:heartbeat:heartbeat