This isn't so much a question, just would like to get it off my chest.
I'm not a student nurse, my girlfriend is. I'm a bar owner, and I love her very much, although she doesn't know...
We've been together since June. Things have been going well, but since September she's been really busy: nursing, an internship and rugby. She warned me that it would be a lot harder to meet up. Add onto that I work 6 days a week, by myself, from 9:00 am till 9:30pm.
I'm fully supportive of her. I've backed off and given her space.
She spent the whole of August living at mine because of a freak storm. She cooked for me, cleaned my room and bathroom - I was often closing shop at midnight, and even though she had a part time job, I could tell she cares for me.
Anyway, couple of weeks ago she asked if I'd be interested in going on a trip with her to Spain. Her twin sister studies there. She has booked our flights and we'll be going in January.
Last week I saw her for the first time since September, and it was great, even though I couldn't speak too much because of work.
I really do care about her and love her... I know she's got all her studies to prioritise (which I totally get). I don't know why I keep having doubts that she likes me back...