good morning everyone. happy flag day!
3 am??? do you really get up that early to go to work? what time do you have to be there?
i don't envy you your day. and yep, you'll be stupider than usual!
(you walked right in to that one, my friend)
i think i know what you meant about going back to school. i hope you feel better quick!
glad you are still sticking around with us crazies!
i promise not to bombard you with questions this morning but that's only because i have to get ready soon to take trey to buffalo!
since we decided that trey and i are going alone, i am leaving bryan with the dishes, bunny cage and vacuuming. at least it will be a break from my regular routine. now, i just gotta keep myself from trying to do all that before i leave and just leave it for him for once.
you there? dh get back okay?
how are you feeling?
.........come out chickie. i got a question for you and kate
......i was laying in bed thinking last night about how we are outsiders in our family and i was wondering if you guys feel guilty. i mean, you all know my story and i still feel badly sometimes, like i should just "forget it" all for the peace of the family. i did that for years though and all that happened was i suppressed a lot of emotions and ended up exploding with them in a way. besides the fact that my kids wouldn't be safe, but barring that.....i do feel guilty and responsible for so many things that have happened in my family.
okay, so enough of that depressing stuff. i am going to try not to think of that today. trey and i are going to take some praise and worship music
with us in the car that i haven't had a chance to listen to since i got it. this will be a good time to try it out.
i feel better this morning than i have in a few days in the am. maybe i caught up on my sleep last night finally...i don't know. in any case, it's a good day to feel good since i'm driving. driving makes me tired and if it's warm out, it's even worse. of course, we're supposed to get storms and if you think i'm jumpy about them when i'm inside my house, you should see me when i'm in a car and it's thundering and lightning around me!!!
<------that'd be me!!! lol!
so, qod....driving......do you like it?
is it a sort of respite for you? what do you do while driving? do you speed? are you super careful? i go through phases. i really enjoy it, but lately it makes me so tired to drive for very long. i love to listen to music and i sing all the time. i'm sure i look hilarious to other drivers but i don't care. i don't go over 7 miles over the speed limit unless literally everyone around me is and then i'll set the cruise so i'm just cruising with them (below the radar! lol!) i am not an agressive driver but i do get upset and will use my horn when people do dumb things and put me in danger. i can be super careful but it's usually when i'm in an area where i know the police are often. otherwise, i think i am just a "normal" type of driver. i do eat in the car a lot too which i don't like to do but sometimes it helps wake me up. oiy! i cannot stand to be tired when driving. i hope that doesn't happen today.
better go catch up with some other threads and get in the shower. it's getting late already and i am not sure of where i am going. i visited mapquest last night and it seems easy enough but this is a different office from last time!
hugs all around........