Maybe (since you despise him) it's just knowing that if you were married to him, being a doc he would have VERY little time for you (or to be underfoot) yet you would have all the bennies of the "lifestyle". Kinda do what you want, when you want, and plenty of money to do it with...
Yes, we all do dream these things at some point, and mostly when our kids become more independant, even if it's daydreaming. Just says you're human and taking inventory of your life. It's when we ACT on those dreams when things could get out of control.
Men have no idea how many hats we wear, do they? And how little of us there is left at the end of the day... and what little we have, they WANT it !
Yep.. next life gonna be that bear !