My 13 yr old son has spent the week at his dads, and called me yesterday and said that he wants to spend the school yr there. I am so broken hearted right now I don't even know how to express it in words. He only talked to me for about 5 min saying he had to hurry. He sounded so excited about staying with him, but his dad is 3 hrs away. He is my first born son, he is my heart, and I would just die inside from missing him. I know he would only be a drive away and could come on the wknds etc, etc.....but I just live to have him in my life and couldn't bear for him to leave, am I being selfish?