Hello my friends. I am writing this with tears in my eyes and aching in my heart. I had to send my mom to the hospital again. She was fine this morning. a little weak and crabby to start with but thaen o.k. She even had an argument with my dad. Nothing serious just teasing. THEN at 5 in the afternoon or therabouts she wakes up from dozing off complaing of severe nausea and weakness. I took her bp and damn near died. It was 63/37!!! She whispered to me call them(911)which I did. Now it's suspected she has a GI bleed. Cardiac enzymes were negative thank God. So now We have this latest setback to deal with. I'm here to tell you I don't think I can hold on. The stress is too much. I'm too weak and too damn tired to fight anymore. I just start thinking thing will get back to normal and WHAM! Something else hits. My outlook and thiughts are dark tonight. I just can't take anymore pain.Warrior Woman. p.s. I love you all. Never foeget that.