i was going on the streets today and i look on people.. and i asked myself... when here are so woanderfull thinks and places..... why some people just could not enjoy of them, why they could not be happy in all this beautifullness? me, like a foreign nurse that i am and fell it everyday day, every hour how differnt i am....... i wish to have your cultural background and to just enjoy thinks on their beuaty, the beuaty as i see it with my own eyes. to give you an exemple... i meet an old friend... hey, hey, nice to meet you again... a sweety one... warm heart, easy to stay and talk with her, i fell perfect comfortable with her... for me is a beauty, her soul and heart and eyes are beauty a perfect blue-purple eyes
heartbeat... well... i don't know how to keep contacts here, i am scared of people are in another way that i use to know them........so i smiled trying to be on a neutral polite position to not say nothing more or less just to be impartial... so she went.
my dh told me ..."a soo nice lady, with a soo good soul you can seen in her nice eyes, is your friend?" weeeeeeell...not really, why you didn't keep contact with her? i don't have her phone? why? because i was scarred to ask her, to not take it in another way....i don't know....
if it was in my own language/culture was easy, but here is hard to make contacts, friends and to don't look bad in the others eyes, or they can laugh behind you, special when they look one each other in a special way and you realize that somenthing that you don't understand is in the air... and they make you to fell just bad... so..i let pass....
but one in all you guys are so lucky that you grow up here...with all these amazing thinks around and for me is a pleasure and an enchantement to discover one by one.... amazing thinks......
the last amazing think is a band...because i am in love with american country songs, folk, bluegrass and all others... so i discoverd the dixie chicks... amazing... just in love with all of them, loooool. need also to add them on my concerts list. a very very very controversial band... but like all contriversed thinks, loooool, zuzi love it! looool
have a good night let's sing the dixie chicks - long time gone
and when they sang goodbye earl i seen my mom, me, my granny, all my friends, from here and there and lot of other women singing togheter and enjoying the song because is just a song... but a funny nice one, and make them to fell a little much more stronger togheter, poor gurls......looooool
, is how i perceived the song, me, like a foreign woman, a funny song....an awarness song...never touch a woman!
neither with a word, looooool, protect the women, be good with them.
i have couple of friends over the sea need to send them the song to use in their campaign against women violence..is soooooo good, looool!
have a good night!