Okay, I waited 30 minutes..now I can post, right??
First of all, IF you are depressed, IF you are suicidal, pm'ing someone on the internet..someone who is in another country is not going to help you one red cent.
Instead of getting all heated at everyone, try for a second to put yourself in wendy's shoes. Suppose she received your pm and did nothing...and you went through with your threat..and it WAS a threat. Then, someone soft-hearted like wendy, must live the rest of her life in guilt. Guilty not because she did something wrong, but because she did nothing. That type guilt would drive someone like wendy insane..because she CARES. THAT is her crime.
I don't know you, so it'd be unfair of me to pass judgement. I do, however, know one thing. Whether you're attention seeking OR truly suicidal, you need help and it is NOT the type help you're going to get on the internet. It is not the type help a stranger can offer. Seeking emotional support behind pm's and threads on a bb is a false sense of support and will do nothing but perpetuate your problems.
I don't know what type response you're expecting or wanting from this thread, but it's cowardly IMHO. You were here and saw the thread Wendy started, yet didn't contact her and say, "hey, i'm okay..." No, you allowed her to worry about you and take a bashing from some members who felt she'd violated confidentality. You didn't choose to speak up on that thread and say, "here I am..yadda..yadda". But you choose to speak now..
why? You pm'd a moderator and asked that the info be kept in pm's and off the bb, it was and the next one was closed..
and NOW you restart the issue??
i just don't get it.