OMG sometimes life drives ya nuts. Doesn't it?????
First, (stupid me), I am soccer team mom this spring for my son and NOTHING IS WORKING OUT.---I had to change party dates due to the stupid bowling alley OVERBOOKING grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....I have had 2 photographers fall through or change their packages/prices on me....now it looks as if I will be doing dig pics myself/printing em myself cause NO ONE wants to spend 15.00 a crack for teams pics (who can blame em). If the trophies dont' turn out right, I am gonna go jump in the ocean at high tide. I SWEAR!!!!!
WORK is driving me nuts. Between our horrible computer charting and EMAR systems that never get better and the crazy pace, I wanna SCREAM "CAALLLLLGONNNNNNNN take me away..."
My kids and their spring fever is driving me to drink. Homeschooling has its rewards, at least I think so. RIGHT? right????? Lately, I find myself questioning my sanity doing this. Being together nearly 24/7 is making me coo coo. Someone tell me it's almost summer PUHLEEZE!
My son is turning 13 and it shows. Boy oh boy does it. To anyone who says girls are horrible at 13, ok, I believe you---but hormonal boys are no dang picnic, either. It's gonna be him or me I swear. I think I will go lock myself in my bedroom for HIS safety. grrrrrr
OH and what the HELL is up with his KNOWING EVERYTHING and MY suddenly being the most stupid and gullible creature on earth. Why did he think it was a good idea to pierce his friend's ears out behind the fence and then act like "everyone does it so it must be ok"? Hmmm???? Why are teens just arrogant toddlers in oversized bodies??? Why, oh why, when I say the sky is blue, he will insist it's fushia just to ARGUE WITH ME???? Why did I *have* kids? Oh I remember, I LOVE kids......heehehe right. Jeeeezzzz
My dh has decided he is gonna retire from the military in Jan, 2006 (can't blame him)-----buttttttttt no line on a JOB!!!! UGH UGH UGH. We need to find a house/place to live we can afford SOON and this place (Seattle/Tacoma) is beyond expensive. The houses we can afford suck. I would not put my cat in some of em. Aww well, It's ok dear no pressure. I will just put in tons of overtime hours at my job so we can stay affloat. I need more practice on MEDITECH anyhow, right????!!!! That is IF I have a job after the sale of our hospital (which I just found out about yesterday) goes through to an as-yet unknown entity.
Going back home to Wisconsin seems impossible, too, as there are not as many jobs for us there. Family is there, work not. EEEEEEEEEEUGH I am feeling the stress already. I am just praying something comes up for the dh before he retires oh PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like screaming. I am so stressed out. Even my face is showing it----zits at my age????? DAMMIT. Where is the ******* chocolate?! WAh.......
Ok pity party over. Thank you.....Now I can go lay down after my lovely long night shift and actually sleep a couple hours til one of the kids needs me. I hope I have given em enough to stay busy til then or SOMEONE will PAY.
Did I mention, I need my CHOCOLATE?!
Rofl I feel better.