Okay here is the deal... Everyone who knows me, knows that I am married! I have 4 wonderful kids and I would never do anything to hurt them! But, here is where the problem comes in...I think I am in love with my ex boyfriend. We haven't seen eachother for a couple of years. We talk and email eachother alot and we both still have so much in common and even through our breakup we still remained really close friends. Talking to him is like talking to a best friend. All I can do is think of him! I feel like I am smothering! We are such good friends, and I don't have that with my husband! I am so confused! I don't want to do anything that would jeopardize my kids relationship with their father, but I also can't stop wanting my ex. I stopped calling and emailing for a while in hopes that it would all go away, but it won't! I just want to be happy, but I don't want to hurt the children in the long run! I need advise please!HELP!!!!!