Because I just have, I really did fear for my life, and now she says she was joking, but I looked into her eyes, and I didn't see the person I thought I knew.
I live in a house with four other student nurses, and as we approach the beging of our second year everything is getting a bit frought... but a pillow fight turned into something a lot more sinister I have red hand shapped marks around my throat although they are begining to fade, If I hadn't been taught violence and aggression management techniques, I honestly feel that she would have hurt me. Her responce when questioned scares me more: " I would have let you go when you passed out"
Is this the attitude you would expect from a student nurse?
I honestly have no clue what to do, last semester she was in to self harm big style, but the tutors asked her about it and she fobbed them off, and she was okay, back to the person we first met.
I am sorry if this in appropriate to post here, but I am shaken and need to vent.
This isn't some silly squable over the washing up, she trully frightened me and I have no idea who she is, and how to get through this.