C'mon Scrubbers............ I know you're down, Friend. But all is not lost. Even if you quit the studies for awhile does NOT mean you have to give up on your dream. Just might have to put it on hold for awhile and get bacck to it later when things are a bit easier for you.
And regardless, you are welcome here... if nothing else, come and mingle, laugh, cry, shout, grumble, sob... and allow yourself at least THIS pleasure if you enjoy it so much......OKAY ???
Plus you can continue to LEARN... right HERE... by just hanging out and reading and asking questions... but at a more leisurely and enjoyable pace.
Whadday say, huh?
We care about you and yours... please don't leave.