It's morning here but I'll be asleep in a few hours.
Because of the crazy way my schedule came up last week, I was at work: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, had PALS on Thursday and Friday (AND ended up covering a co-worker for 3 hours post PALS exam on Friday because she had babysitter issues), worked Saturday and Sunday.
And then Monday morning, after I got done with my shift at 0730, walked up stairs and donated blood
I slept long and well for the first time in a week on Monday LOL.
I'm off today and tomorrow (and this weekend too!)
Can't wait to see my paycheck this Thursday
I literally have nothing planned - might go down to the shore this weekend.
But other than that, catch up on housework and just relax I guess.
Hope y'all have a great day!
Apr 21, '09
Hey good morning at 2 pm, lool. A beuatifull day like always. "The man" try to fix my laptop, in a pecefull way till now, ....is better to goes out from home as soon as possible, loool, thanks God that tommorow i will work again, loooool...could i have a bed there???? Positive energy inn , positive energy out...deeeeep breath... Yesterday night driving to home outside was like in my chlhood...warm... peace... i opened all windows to smell and fill the night air on my face.... I drove pretty close to a green field like in fairy tales and apples and cherries are blooming (I don't know what tree are, loool) but smell so nice, I thinked if I will stop the car and I will stay a little....could be dangerous??? Of course... You see I need to do what i need to do....so I keep drive and pass my fellings...yesterday i feel just ok with my self... like my father told me...."do the best that you can and when you go to sleep to be in peace with you and is enough". How you can balance your professional life with your family life and personal life when you are the only one who work and bills come and come....and a day has JUST 24 hours???
But damn it, I love what I do now and is like addiction I could not stop to work....I love to work, and work and work is like as a marry go around....may be because I have nice people in my shift and nice warming hearts little ones just coming in profession and to go to work is fun and beauty of souls and shapr minds conections???. I think that that is BEAUTY of souls.
If you look at all of them how beuaty are insiede you could not say much more than so blessed you are, beauty and love are seen on people eyes and reflect in people words. Probably for that I love there. We work on personal life ...I don't know, Alwaysd I try and hope and dream that one day will be different...we work at tell nice little somenthing, one to each other, but ..you know......I am so easy to be hurted and i don't want to hurt also...I read my books again and again about asppys, are so miraculos brilliant in their beuaty...and is so hard for other hearts.....
let's up now my loves is time for shinning...and coffe and "be a man my daughter" (loool my father words..loool)
love you like always and thanks for support.....from the time when geeeee "I feel like a woman" loooooool. deeeeeeeeep breath... we are on controled balance again.....and I am happy... be happy and beuaty... and stay up!
Last edit by zuzi on Apr 21, '09