:Melody: Well, it's 130 am here, and I'm mostly wide awake. Just started a load of laundry. Went shopping earlier for some clothes, making my dbf an Easter basket for him to find in the morning when he gets home from work. I won't be here on Easter, so I needed to go ahead and do it now. I'm flying to Kansas later in the morning (1155), to visit my sister.
I've actually been quite sad today. Haven't done much of anything. I still have yet to pack anything. Originally, the plan was for dbf and I to drive out there. I was SO looking forward to the road trip with him, him meeting the rest of my family. BUT, he couldn't get off work. The polive department denied his request for vacation, saying the are short staffed this week. So, I was sad about that. I know I am going to miss him. I love him with all my heart, and this is the longest we've been apart (thank God he's not military, or I'd be a nutcase when it came to deployments). Then, about 1pm, I realized he ahd to work tonight and probably wouldn't be able to get off work. So then I realized I'd only have a few hours of time with him before I had to leave. He came home from clincial, and laid down with me, and just let me cry. I felt like such a wussie, but oh well...I just really needed to cry and let him know my feelings. I don't feel like crying now, but I know when it's time to say goodbye at the airport, I'm going to be a blubbering mess
Or wanting to break out in song "Cause I'm leaving, on a jet plane...Don't know when I'll be back again..." :Melody:
The Easter basket is going to be cute. It's a really soft bunny, from Hallmark (only 6.99 with the purchase of three cards...). HE has a ribbon around his neck, and it you press his paw, he says "Somebunny loves you", and his little cottontail wiggles. An Easter card I got him, says "Somebunny loves you" on the front, and on the inside, it says "It's me." lol Then I have the sappy, gonna bring tears to his eyes card.
I love him. Head over heels, cannot believe I am lucky enough to get to spend the rest of my life with this man. :blushkiss
Enough lovey-dovey stuff. I'm taking two NCLEX books with me, as well as my psych textbook. I've got some study time on the flights and layovers, so I'll be alright. I will try and check in during the week, but no guarantee I can get online. -Andrea