Good morning, everyone.
A very cold day this morning. Roads are solid ice, and much to my shame so is my sidewalk. Guess I should get out there and chip away at it. Or wait until one of the kids gets up to do it. But by that time it will have melted.
I have to take some time out for some soul-searching. After the new year I feel like I need to start working. I could do agency, but I feel like since I've only had just over a year of experience in ER that I don't have the confidence to go waltzing in to new environments. Even though I came from the second busiest ER in the state. The managers there even said they'd take me back as agency in a few months and believe me they have plenty of slots open for agency nurses, since 75% of staff is agency.
Then again I could look for a nice boring office job. Or a doctor's office. Our pediatrcian is hiring part-time. I like kids.
I don't know. I need to get my head together.
I'm worried about my kids. DS is all but failing school and this is his senior year. He was never a stellar student before, but now he says he just doesn't care. I need to get him in to counseling, but have no idea who's good with kids. And DH is afraid counseling will make him worse. DH unfortunately is an engineer with an engineer's mind and wants solid solutions, not the "mushiness" of psychology since he can't seem to get his mind around it.
Oh, I should have just stayed in bed instead of coming here and whining. Sorry about that.
I hope all of you have a good day.