If you are nice enough to make a meal for him he should shut up and eat it IMHO, or offer to take you out. What is this guy doing for you? And he is not in tune with his mate who is having trouble, and yet he does not support her...
Tell you man to go on a camping trip this WE with the guuys so you can order take out and watch sappy movies, and sit out in the sun. I recommend Good Will Hunting and the Shawshank Redemption.
But you have only one assignment before that...to see a doc and get yourself the meds you need. You can drive to the next town, or go to a walk in doc, or whatever- but work it out and get your pills. Put the pills on the table beside your bed with a glass of water, or put them in the bathroom with a cup (ya gotta use the bathroom right?) Get a pill organizer and that will be all you HAVE to do each day.
I know that sometimes self destructing can look like a more appealing option than getting better, especially when you think about all you have to deal with once you do get better. Well, don't think about dealing with it now- if it makes you feel better you can quit your job, and move to the country, live in a cardboard box- hell we are all threatening to quit and work at Walmart, but I suggest something with tips
But the point is you don't have to continue your current situation, but you do have to recover to get a better one. And call in sick (you have done that haven't you?) There is no need to risk the stress of a horrible shift or med error that could tip over your precariously balanced apple cart.
So do all these things and say you will suspend judgement for 2 weeks. That's 2 weeks of meds remember...you MUST take you pills- but thats all you HAVE to do. And then we'll talk about where to go...but no decisions until then.
I'm glad you came on to ask for help and hope you realize we are all pulling for you.